it’s been a while
it’s been a while since the last time i saw u..
it’s been a while since the last time i hug u..
it’s been a while since the last time i kissed u..
it’s been a while since i cried a lot after our final break up.. i know u knew it that i cried… i don’t know if you still find it over acting… but you knew what happened on that day… that was an unforgetable moment.. the very first time i cried because of a woman.. a woman that i loved and ever dream of.. every now and then, involuntarily my mind becomes uncouncious and like a lightning that flashes in front of my two eyes, memories that we shared brought back on my mind.. i can’t help it, i can’t even control it.. i can’t imagine our promises were too ephemeral.. where are all the feelings go? why it fades away? why you wanted me to stay, but not more than a friend? why things are quiet ironic now… simple yet complicated.. more complicated on my part.. a risk that i need to take.. “why” is the only word i could ever think of.. i am still puzzled with the things that are happening with us… between you and me…
it’s been a while.. 
September 2nd, 2008 at 6:01 pm
what a p*ssy! If it was love, then it will never fade..such a lame description of a feeling..ironic? its all ironic.. what are you? kids? OMG..soo lame! lame!
move on dude..everything will pass by and let her grow..such a baby..
September 2nd, 2008 at 6:08 pm
ooops! i respect ur opinion.. huh.. but know what, i can’t help it.. i still love her… i know for the fact that we WERE in love with each other .. and now i’m still.. i know it’s my own risk.. but whatever it is… well.. i guess that would be it..
September 2nd, 2008 at 8:01 pm
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thanks….
September 3rd, 2008 at 2:22 pm
TO LET GO:
Does not mean to stop caring, it means you can’t do it for someone else.
Does not mean to cut yourself off, it is the realization that you can’t do it for someone else.
Does not mean to care for, it means to care about.
Does not mean to fix, it means to be supportive.
Does not mean to change another, it means to make the most of yourself.
Does not mean to deny, it means to accept.
Does not mean to nag or scold, it means to listen.
Does not mean to regret the past, it is to live for the future.
It means that we should admit we are frequently powerless and that someone else’s outcome may not be in our hands.
September 4th, 2008 at 12:29 pm
lets sing its been a while by staind ehehehehe
kaya mo yan. pagsubok langyan. ehehehe