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it’s been a while since the last time i saw u..

it’s been a while since the last time i hug u..

it’s been a while since the last time i kissed u..

it’s been a while since i cried a lot after our final break up.. i know u knew it that i cried… i don’t know if you still find it over acting… but you knew what happened on that day… that was an unforgetable moment.. the very first time i cried because of a woman.. a woman that i loved and ever dream of.. every now and then, involuntarily my mind becomes uncouncious and like a lightning that flashes in front of my two eyes, memories that we shared brought back on my mind.. i can’t help it, i can’t even control it.. i can’t imagine our promises were too ephemeral.. where are all the feelings go? why it fades away? why you wanted me to stay, but not more than a friend? why things are quiet ironic now… simple yet complicated.. more complicated on my part.. a risk that i need to take.. “why” is the only word i could ever think of.. i am still puzzled with the things that are happening with us… between you and me…

it’s been a while..

On the other hand, a result from prchecker.info still shows that I maintained PR 3.

This really confused me. . . what do you think guys? I could tell as well that maybe it’s because, my blog got crashed and was down for 3 days. Even the Top Blogs ranking it dropped to 40o+.

i went home last Saturday and went back to the city last night. I arrived pass 7pm at Citilink terminal and needed to ride a jeepney going to Banilad (where i currently stay). I was carrying a bag pack with my stuffs inside (mp4 + headset; atm card; bank book, wallet and 2 cellphones). i walked about 100m away from the terminal to wait for a jeepney. when i reached the jeepney stop area, i uncarried my bag. on my surprised it was open! (*heart beats very fast, sweating and a bit nervous*) and suddenly a person from my behind, stood besides me (he’s wearing a headgear and a pants) and he look suspicious. i directly reached my hand inside my bag, and searched for my wallet, and thanks God, all my stuffs were still there, but my headset was damaged (i suspect he was having a hard time pulling up my stuffs since my headseat was blocking). i slowly walked away from the jeepney stop area and i noticed that he still following me. i tried to walk fast then and oftentimes, i turned my head back at the same time look for a vacant cab, and yet i was able to ride a taxi then until i reached to my boarding house.

thanks God i arrived home safe . .

after the volume of calls and emails for the month of october, we, the teamo4 - twistedmind are on the refreshing week… (*nice one/ sitting back and relax*)

well aside from that am kinda proud of my achievement for the month of October. for i am the top 1 technical support….. wow that’s amazing!

“congrats to me”

trapped in my own world of confusion… sitting on the corner of my room.. darn it! ~ im completely puzzled.

so wazzup now? every now and then, pros and cons are always having conflict in my mind.

am i just an enigmatic person? well, i think so…

Who knows, life will lead me to the promising industry of the country today? and who expect i could be one of those folks who say: “thank you for calling… how may I help you? ” Well, expect the unexpected.

It was just a mere accident (as I could say) while walking along the street of I.T park, with no where to go, when a former school mate of mine, called me and telling me that she was already a technical support representative. “wow that’s great” - i said to my self. At that time, I was still connected with my previous employer, but I was really planning to have a career advancement. Well, with out a doubt, I gave my resume to her, then on the next day someone gave me a ring (surprised!) the HR called me and scheduled me for an exam on the next day. I decided not to went to work on the next day and took the chance. I arrived 9am in there, I asked the person next to me if we were asked to bring a copy of our resume, then she said yes. Since it was still 9am, I decided to went down and print a copy of my resume, it took 30mins for me in the cafe to make the resume again. After it, I went up in a hurry and it was still 9:45 when I got inside the office. I asked the guard where the other applicants. I was a bit upset at that moment when he told me that the exam had already started. I was frustrated at the same time as well. I asked the HR to allow me to take the examination, luckily he rescheduled me for another exam by Friday.

Then the day came, I went early. We were 7 at that time who took the exam, only 5 passed. And in the afternoon I was scheduled for final and technical interview. I was the last applicant who was interviewed. I was a bit nervous, until the 2 interviews were done. After that. the HR called me then, he was telling me that I pass the interview. On my surprise, my expression was - “wwwhhhooaaawwwhhhh” , then he told me to come back by the next Friday - for the contract signing.

I was in the middle of confusion at the time whether leave my employer - who waited for about 3 months to vacant the position for me. Or grab the opportunity. I kept on asking advices from my parents as well as folks, but I know I was the one who could decide in the end.

It was Friday then, I came to sign the contract - with a big smile and excitement. That whole night, I was sleepless, still thinking about the decision I made. Thinking what could be a good reason to tell to my employer to my supervisors. On the next day, Saturday I texted my supervisor, telling her that I need to look for a greener Pasteur. She asked why, I explained to her everything. and yet she understood. Before I left my current employer I gave my resignation letter to the HR , CC to the manager.

I arrived at the floor of my new employer, 9.59am a minute before my training started. And in that day January 29, 2007 my next chapter began at 1&1 Internet (Philippines), Inc.